My baby boy is now a little boy!

Landon's birthday is quickly approaching and I seem to be reacting badly to it. I actually cried and held him captive in my arms today. He kept telling me "that's okay mommy" and them promised to stay "too little". We are having a sports themed birthday party on Friday with his very close buddy Baird who shares his Birth date. He has been talking about his birthday for over two months now and every time he asks for candy at the grocery store i tell him he can have some on his birthday. With all his excitement I feel bad only thinking of the little baby I am loosing. Every parent experiences these fears but I hope they are able to handle it a little better.